8.02.2013

Crazy For You



"I am crazy for you "

well... it been sometime  i did not update my  blog ..and today i am here to  update my blog and my feeling .Recently  for this  2 month ,i  really busy on my career .In between that is alot   thing change and  happen . However , every single thing it has a meaning behind . 

In career  , i  did  facing  some stress that given by superior . However , the main issue  stress is  from my self . i always  compare my self  to others  people . When others people  doing  good then me , i will keeping asking my self , why i can be like them ? Why  he or she can do it better but why not me ? The  reason is because i don't want be  a loser or  i don't want to  let other people  look down on me as i am a lady that can't  have a good result . Everything it  just a beginning , i swear i will  keep on improve my self and prove the  result  to show everyone . 

Yes.. i gotta to admit that  i really  crazy for you .Recently  i having a  chance to get closer to you , to get know  you well .It was really nice and  thank god giving a  chance to  1 step close to know more about you . You really is a nice person where  teach and helping  me all the time when i need  help .Compare to others  people  i will say that i am the most  lucky person . Thank god  let me have a chance to meet you and get know more about you . It is a faith , i strongly believe this amazing  faith . Because this faith we meeting each other .


Right now  my  mind was  full of the  memories  that i having the fun bicker  with you . Perhaps  i too miss you  that why  the memories  are keep flashing in my head .Well , i  guess i really  crazy for you .Like the song sing by Adele -I am crazy for you. Here is the  lyric ... 


Found myself today
Singing out loud your name,
You said I'm crazy,
If I am I'm crazy for you.

Sometimes sitting in the dark
Wishing you were here
Turns me crazy,
But it's you who makes me lose my head.

And every time I'm meant to be acting sensible
You drift into my head
And turn me into a crumbling fool.

Tell me to run and I'll race,
If you want me to stop I'll freeze,
And if you want me gone, I'll leave,
Just hold me closer, baby,
And make me crazy for you.
Crazy for you.

Lately with this state I'm in
I can't help myself but spin.
I wish you'd come over,
Send me spinning closer to you.

My oh my, how my blood boils,
It's sweet taste for you,
Strips me down bare
And gets me into my favourite mood.

I keep on trying, fighting these feelings away,
But the more I do,
The crazier I turn into.

Pacing floors and opening doors,
Hoping you'll walk through
And save me boy,
Found myself today
Singing out loud your name,
You said I'm crazy,
If I am I'm crazy for you.

Sometimes sitting in the dark
Wishing you were here
Turns me crazy,
But it's you who makes me lose my head.

And every time I'm meant to be acting sensible
You drift into my head
And turn me into a crumbling fool.

Tell me to run and I'll race,
If you want me to stop I'll freeze,
And if you want me gone, I'll leave,
Just hold me closer, baby,
And make me crazy for you.
Crazy for you.

Lately with this state I'm in
I can't help myself but spin.
I wish you'd come over,
Send me spinning closer to you.

My oh my, how my blood boils,
It's sweet taste for you,
Strips me down bare
And gets me into my favourite mood.

I keep on trying, fighting these feelings away,
But the more I do,
The crazier I turn into.

Pacing floors and opening doors,
Hoping you'll walk through
And save me boy,
Because I'm too crazy for you.
Crazy for you



5.18.2013

遇见了丑先生




最近的我,都很期待爱情的到来... 或许我想谈一场不会分手的恋爱.哈哈.我想这是每个女孩们想要的一场爱情.这三个月期间,我开始接触Chinese Metaphysics- Bazi (八字)。这让我开始慢慢的喜欢研究,去了解这门学问,也渐渐的开始分析自己的八字.也因八字我开始了我感情的另一页。也因八字我开始认识了他........

以往我对感情的东西我只能说是很玄.觉得是很难了解。 但是我开始发现其实只要有心去感觉,去体会 就有别一番的领悟。愛情和夢想都是很奇妙的東西,不用聽,不用說,不用被翻譯,就可以感受到。



我遇见了丑先生,感觉在他的身边我会笑的灿烂,有他在感觉会比较踏实 .也有一种感觉叫安全感。他总是逗着我闹,惹我笑 也教会我一些知识.谢谢让我遇见你XD 


是什麼 讓我遇見這樣的你   ,是什麼 讓我不再懷疑自己  ,是什麼 讓我不再害怕失去
在這茫茫人海裡 我不要變得透明。

4.22.2013

珍惜眼前人

珍惜眼前人!!!!! yesterday noon , i received a call, nd this call totally make me shock and not able accept my friend have leave us.  A young pretty, nice girl just leave us .

life is unpredictable,  we never know what will going happen in next moment . Human always have a funny thought, they'll appreciate  when they've losing  someone.  

in this moment i still not able the fact of my friend has leave us .:(  R.I.P   GOOD BYE MY DEAR FRIEND. I WILL ALWAYS  MISS U.

4.13.2013

Fallin' For You


                            "Fallin' For You"-COLBIE CAILLAT LYRICS


I don't know but I think I maybe
Fallin' for you dropping so quickly
Maybe I should keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I know you better

I am trying not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my life and now I found you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm falling for you.
I'm falling for you.

As I'm standing here and you hold my hand
Pull me towards you and we start to dance

All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

I'm trying not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling.
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my life and now I found you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you.
I'm fallin' for you.

Oh, I just can't take it
My heart is racing
Emotions keep spinning out.

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my life and now I found you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you.
I'm fallin' for you.

I think I'm fallin' for you

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you.
I'm fallin' for you.

Oh
Oh no no
Oh

Oh, I'm falling for you







**i like this song  right now because this is what i feel now. :)

4.07.2013

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger

Thing happen for a reason . Thing happen  it could be a  lesson to learn or  realization  for you . 

Learn to be  strong !!! Learn to define who is real friend and fake friend . 

4.06.2013

Today's XD

Today I go and visit my lovely grandma. But she makes me shock!!!!  I was just keep laughing and laughing for few minutes. 

Well, my grandma asking me when I going to marriage?? Is a good question to me, because I had no idea for it? I told my grandma, I still single don't have any boyfriend yet. I still haven get meet my prince.... still searching my princes. Suddenly , my  grandma using a  serious tone to chat  with me , she just wish  to see me get marriage when she still alive . She just hoping the day will come early.

My grandma are so aggressive pushing to get marriage as soon as I can, I suddenly feel the stress from her. But after chatting with her, I totally understand her feeling, why she says so. 


I'm 24 these years. And I believe  , god have choose the best  man for me .And he still writing the ending story for me  XD .  When timing is right, I will get to meet my Mr. Right. May be he already appears around me, just need a right timing, right place to start the spark.  

Anyway, just be myself and do what I should do now :) 

4.05.2013

我的久违部落格

# 是什麼 讓我遇見這樣的你
是什麼 讓我不再懷疑自己
是什麼 讓我不再害怕失去
在這茫茫人海裡 我不要變得透明 #


最近的我爱上这首歌- 白安 -是什麼讓我遇見這樣的你.  我非常喜欢,但却说不出原因。哈哈。。。。或许这首歌唱出我的心声,我也不知道。 但我相信每一个人在茫茫人海里,都不想变得透明, 不想被忽略。


提早祝大家4月14日黑色情人节快乐。 没情人的也祝你们转角遇到爱 XD 顺便也祝自己转角遇到爱! 哈哈哈哈哈哈(无聊)XD


我的久违部落格,我会尽量抽时间更新我的部落格。 哈哈。。。。再见 XD