12.26.2010

sick and tired for Working



almost two month working experience in here , but is really feel that working is suck , being networker is the best in world , really make me more loving in qnet. i wanna stop it baldly and resume back as a full time networker to build my business . no offen for others people who working , because working is to put food on the table , it just that i doesn't like the the working feeling . 2 month working experience i been sick and tired for working dy . hahaha i guess partly is because the environment . I love QNET !!!!!

12.19.2010

突然好想你


最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品
我们那麽甜 那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息

12.04.2010

my friend - botak


well , let me do some intro one of my friend at here ... is a guy who can speed and crazy . his name call botak , his always is a best listener for me and a best guidance for me . i think is good enough introduction at here , short and simple .^^
last time i was thought that always hang out together eat shit sleep shopping or once in the blue moon share some secret to the person that i think she is my closet best friend . but after been thru some thing or problem, i notice that the person i always close with no longer is my best friend or what . and i found out that there is a different story at behind. and i till now only understand what is a best friend meaning stand for , when u facing any problem or need any help , he or she will be the first one who giving they hand to you .

botak thank you that you always be there for me , and leading me to good path way . without you leading me i can't be where am i be at, without you i cant stand strong and see thing clearly . you 're my best . a thousand million thank to you that appear in my life and be my friend guiding me alot . Botak i will remember what you told me : "tough problems are for tough people . He know you can do it because he believe in your ability ". well, i'll remember it all the time and take all those problems as my challenge and over come it . Again thks botak ....

12.02.2010

有意思,有感觉的歌.


恨不得快点 长大
天下父母都这般期盼着我们啊
我们已健康 成长
快来祈祷父母长命百岁啊
请记得要常回家看看爸爸和妈妈
简单的一顿饭他们也开心很久啊
随便聊一些话 或随意呆在家
父母的伟大是从不要求我们报答
生活的压力 真大
爸爸妈妈多苦也撑起了一个家
我的一点点 挫败
说历尽沧桑仍微不足道啊
请给我多一点时间证明给你们看
请原谅我的能力有限再要努力啊
偶尔我没回家或工作到天亮
偶尔你慰问的电话让我充满力量
父母的伟大穷我一生也难以报答
我们要把握时光来疼爱爸爸妈妈

真的不懂用什么言语来形容我对你的爱
为有用行动来证明我对你的爱....
我的与时间赛跑,才能给你想要的生活.
我不会让你我遗憾.... 我爱你


11.20.2010

尊严

尊严
什么是尊严??? 何为本尊严???简单来说就是面子.也就是我们365天 所讲的"费洗".
每个人都有属于自己的一些些的尊严.很多时候人类为了面子放弃了很多机会而后悔莫及.
可是尊严又值多少钱呢???? 尊严能当饭吃吗???

现实很残酷,当现实逼迫你低头、让你放下尊严时,你会····?

我相信没有多少个人可以放下尊严从事一些自己不喜欢、“社会也不容许的”工作"
当你每钱开饭时而需要别人讨钱,你还会介意什么是尊严??? 有或者说,
如果一个老板给你一百万而你急需那钱,他让陪他一晚。你干不??
很多事情 你是无法在你预料中而发生....但因为种种原因你自己选择你不想做的事情.
可是又有谁懂,当你没钱时不应该学人讲面子,讲尊严.而是学习放下你自己所谓的高昂尊严.
当你有钱时在重新捡回尊严, 也为迟!!! 或许你觉得这篇章很惹人厌,可是这事实.
还是接现实可爱的人类,尊严 还是留给有钱人说的.

尊严没有了,心若在,梦就在天地之间还有真爱看成败,人生豪迈只不过是从头再来


凌 笔

9.30.2010

mememememe

helo, my dear friend ...

here is my new post in here , old post i have deleted . The reason why i do this i just wanna re start my blog just same like starting again to writing my journey . They is alot people saying me that i m different form last time , i was wonder why there say so ? well , finally i found out why they say so , partly it because of my personal development are growth to anther stage , like i dare to dream big dare to face the fact and not escape from it , last time of me ,i m not that to dream big and think be , well i need to thanks that someone , respectful friends that giving me an opportunity and an platform for me to transform to become another better person . everyone was saying me i become more pretty event my aunty also tell my mom the same thing ( is not that i self praise , but this is what other people say) , but for me , i still ok nothing much feel on it . Next time i want everyone to tell my mom that your daughter is the best . very simple i just want to make my mom feel proud of me . how to make my mom to feel proud of me is i need to do more and do more and achieve what i want to achieve , my result basically . that's all . one day , just waiting the day coming , i will prove to my moronic friend and tell them what ever i have and enjoy now is because of i make a decision when i still in college study ,and i put my effort on it . Dont blame everyone anymore my friend , make a change and chase up the trend now , if not you will like a dinosaur die in the world it because cant chase up trend .