烦！

烦！烦！烦！烦！烦！烦！烦！
too many thing   to stress , too many thing to  handle .  just  make  me  dont know  where is my  next step ? what can  i do  , in oders  for me  jump  out this   box ?  really  need a   mauna.  for my  self .   deep  thinking  , deep  breath  .   just  smile  to  over come it . and i know i can  do it.

sot sot day

don't  know  what   wrong with  me , my  mood  was totally was   up side  down . i  try to   talk to my self , not  to    emotional   be  rational . but  most  of the  time  , i knew that  my emotional   get  effected by  you .  because  you  , i will   be happy and  sad as well.  aiyo.  i think  i sot  7  dy .  know that   u not always beside me  and i  know that i cant  depend  on you  very much ,but  i just want to say   i 'm strong .  i m a  lady  which independent .cause  it 's my  life ^^ .   my  life still  will  go  on , even   without you .!!!!!!!!!! i 'm  the best of the  best .