nonsense

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 fuck you !!!!!!!!!!! commonsense  la !!! bitch women !!!!  one day  i will  use  1 whole  tack of  money and throw at you !!!

heart broken down

a terribleness   attitude there she make me  maid!!!!!!!!  already so many  thing i need handle  , but still you  give me  a kind of  black me to see , my dear sister ,   i just  your  normal  sister, please  control emotional  la .. dont  use  your  emotional   to  bang  people  , i fell  damn  heart  when u   say this to  me . heart  broken  just like this when i  hear  it .

wedding dress

teayang  - wedding  dress  . guys  must   go and  listen and  watch this  MV .

here  is  the  english  version   lyrics of this   song .   i love it  so much  . hahaha




Never should've let you go
Never found myself at home
Ever since that day that you walked
Right out the door

You were like my beating heart
That I, I can't control
Even though weve grown apart
My brain cant seem to let you go

Thinking back to the old times
When you kept me up late at night
We use to mess around
Laugh and play, fuss and fight

(Pre-Chorus)
I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone
This chapters done, the story goes on

(Chorus)
Baby
Can't believe that you are not with me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, dress
See you in that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, oh no

(Verse 2)
Snappin out this misery
Depression this aint me
But I always turn around
180 degrees

You got control of me
And I, I cant explain
Somebody call 911 Emergency
Before I go insane

Since youve moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack
(Pre-Chorus)
I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone
It's too late

(Chorus)
Baby
Can't believe that you are my big me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

{ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/tommy-c-&-j.reyez-lyrics/wedding-dress-(english-version)-lyrics.html }
But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, dress
See you in that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, oh no

(Verse 3 - J.Reyez)
And I see you with your man
and it's hard to understand
If we belong, if I did you wrong,
where we even began
We would always fuss and fight
and it seems nothing was right
But I loved you girl and you were
my world but you'd never trust this guy
'Cause the things I do when
I'm on the stage,
they say I'm a superstar
You couldn't understand all
the female fans
and then we grew apart
And I just don't get when
you're acting like some other person
But I try my best to hold on
at the times when it ain't working
And everytime that you say
it's over it breaks my heart
and I don't know why
'Cause you've done it a lot
of times in the past
but I get back up and try
You said we could work it out,
how could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next,
I'm left with an imperfect smile


But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, dress
See you in that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, oh no

my lovely sis

this is my  sis ,  i need to   say  a million thank to her .  because  without  her , i cant  be  who am i  today .she   help me all the while  , giving me  support  to  finish  the journey  now .  she is best  ,  she  always help me  and give  love and care  while  i  sad  . i love you   sis, i  promise  you  i will  success , give  u the  best life  . i want spoil you   for this  for  life .  sis  , i will make this  happen . love u

ALC graduation

what is  ALC?  well,  ALC  is  stand for   Advance  leadership camp. for you  guys  information  i   the  graduation student  of ALC . ehehe.
during this 4D3N  , i  really  transform  and  found  back my   passionate of  keeping doing this business . whe   the camp started  , i form a  team   where  by this  team   is  the  people  that  i  don't know , all is  my  cross-line . but  because of  belief  this  team  get  foam up . and  we name  it FIGHTER group.    i  very appreciated   that  can  same  group with  you   guys  and learn  from  you   guys,  you  guys is  very best .  this  camp  make me   understand  that  a  statement ,  if you   today   have the  capability  u  will  survives in the  end , if you don't have  u kick out   by this  group or  society . i  m  reborn  form this  camp and    i will be strong  and   prove to you  guys  my  chili  padi   spirit !!!!   i will  be shine  at   Gen  X  international  stage  to   tell everyone  , who am  i !!!!!!!!!!!!  i m MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   just  go all  out !!!!!

烦！

烦！烦！烦！烦！烦！烦！烦！
too many thing   to stress , too many thing to  handle .  just  make  me  dont know  where is my  next step ? what can  i do  , in oders  for me  jump  out this   box ?  really  need a   mauna.  for my  self .   deep  thinking  , deep  breath  .   just  smile  to  over come it . and i know i can  do it.

sot sot day

don't  know  what   wrong with  me , my  mood  was totally was   up side  down . i  try to   talk to my self , not  to    emotional   be  rational . but  most  of the  time  , i knew that  my emotional   get  effected by  you .  because  you  , i will   be happy and  sad as well.  aiyo.  i think  i sot  7  dy .  know that   u not always beside me  and i  know that i cant  depend  on you  very much ,but  i just want to say   i 'm strong .  i m a  lady  which independent .cause  it 's my  life ^^ .   my  life still  will  go  on , even   without you .!!!!!!!!!! i 'm  the best of the  best .