chili padi girl

who am i ?!!  i  m  chili  padi !!   i will show  you  , who  am i !!  i cant take it  ,anymore  that  feeling   being slow, getting  nothing ,  i hate  the  result now ,  cause   i know that  i not  doing   much !! but   from  now , i will chase  it  back!!!  chase  back thing  that  belong to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i  belief  , 1  day    i will achieved  it ,  and  i show you my real power !  the  real   of me!!

chili  padi  girl  will  rock the world!!!!!!!!!!

YOU 'RE SO SWEET TO ME !!! BROTHER

OMG !!! ,  YOU   'RE SO  SWEET TO  ME !!!  BROTHER,  I APPRECIATE WHAT YOU  HAD DONE  FOR ME ^^  EVEN   IS A SMALL THING  , SMALL  REQUEST  YOU  JUST MAKE ME FEEL  SO SWEET AND  FEEL  GLAD  TO BE YOUR SISTER .LOL

 LONG TIME  NEVER HAD THIS  KIND  OF  FEELING THAT  BEEN  TREATED  LIKE A SISTER ,BRO  I GONNA  MISS YOU  SOON  LE,  I NEED TO  SHIFT TO  OTHER   BRANCH OFFICE  TO WORKING FOR A MONTH ! STARTING  FORM NEXT MONDAY !! I' LL  MISS THE WAY YOU  TREAT ME  , THE WAY YOU  SAYANG , LOVE AND CARE ME . SERIOUSLY , I WILL MISS  THE  FUN WITH YOU . WILL ALWAYS  REMEMBER   HOW YOU COME AND KACAU  ME AND  SAYANG ME  . LOL,  I STARTING TO  THINKING , HOW CAN  I  GET BOOKINGS WITHOUT  YOU  BESIDE  ME .  WELL,  I STILL NEED TO  FACE THE  FACT

 LASTLY  , I HOPE YOU WILL MISS ME  WHENEVER   I NOT  AROUND YOU, LOL  .  SOMETIME  I FEEL  DAMN  HAPPINESS . I KNOW  THAT  I LOOK ALIKE  WITH YOUR  SISTER AT  YOUR HOMETOWN , AND I  JUST YOUR  PET SISTER,.BUT DOESN'T  MATTER , FOR ME   CAUSE  I KNOW,  WHAT EVER YOU  DO FOR ME  IS  FROM  YOUR  HEART  ^^ JUST  LIKE TODAY ^^

need a peace moment .

what   is  my  mind thinking now ,   alot thing is Spain at  my  mind . i wish  i can   step by  step  to   handle  it . wow.. .. is ok .i wish    everything  will be peace  for me  for a moment  .  hahah .....

 yeah ,  i can de , who  am i  ? i m chili padi  i can do it  !  blek ^^   life still need to  go  on , say cheer ^^

不哭

揮霍多少時間 折磨多少痛苦
才累積出的領悟

忍住不哭 我要忍住不哭
望向天空不讓眼淚流出
抬頭看進雲深處 等待那日出
把故事結束 把從前一筆 消除
忍住不哭 我要忍住不哭
不能認輸因為 我相信 彩虹總跟著薄霧
會帶來幸福 在下一個叉路
陪我跳全新的舞


eavis +u ^^ 

想太多了

我蛮脑子都在想什么？？？ 为什么我的心情很复杂。我想，我想太多了。你可以不要让我脑海里出现你的名字。很讨厌，很烦啦！！！！！！！！！！！！！！complicated feelingความรู้สึกที่ซับซ้อนsentiment compliqué

nonsense

~!@#$%^&*()_++_)(*&^%$#@!~~!@#$%^&*()_++_)(*&^%$#@!~
 fuck you !!!!!!!!!!! commonsense  la !!! bitch women !!!!  one day  i will  use  1 whole  tack of  money and throw at you !!!

heart broken down

a terribleness   attitude there she make me  maid!!!!!!!!  already so many  thing i need handle  , but still you  give me  a kind of  black me to see , my dear sister ,   i just  your  normal  sister, please  control emotional  la .. dont  use  your  emotional   to  bang  people  , i fell  damn  heart  when u   say this to  me . heart  broken  just like this when i  hear  it .