MIracle

Wow !  Fantastic  Baby !  this is my  miracle  ball !  Well ,  actually i  just  back from  camp . This camp  letting me  found back my  dream . In the same time  giving  more energy  to  chase my  dream , do to more . Not  only that  , this  is a  big  meaning  camp for me ,  this is  my another  turning point in my  life . and   is time to change  ! Gen X  United  Family , thanks   you all   giving me, and  supporting me to walk  all the way . But , i need to  thank to my mentor Huey Ling . she never  give up on  me , always here for me and supporting me and  guiding to me all the  time . I  know that  she  is waiting me  come  back with  miracle happen . And  i  promise to you , i  coming back with  miracle  happen .   i  will shine  at  Gen X United  , showing  everyone , Who am i !!!  i will be  a top  speaker  in the house  !   Action is  everything, i will prove it will action !  Belief  in my self , belief  with my  team  one  day  we will  hand holding hand and  walk to  standing on the peak and  say  financial freedom . For  People  doesn't  believe on me , look down on me , or  even  laughing  my dream ,but  i will not  care  how you  guys  look at me , Cause  i  know   that   i can  achieve my  dream , and enjoying my life .  Guys see you  on the  the peak !!!  i m  gonna shine at the  sky =)

fianlly

well,  finally i  voice out  my feeling  , and  settle  down  everything .  know   that  is a  very  hurt  process . but i  expected . And  know is time to  tie-up  everything  to  move on  my life .MY  life  have alot  of part  is waiting for me to complete it . i had no time to  waste it .  I know  i was injured   now , but i  will make sure  i recover  fast and  back to  my platform and  rock the world . my  babes  no worry  me  ,  but  thks   you all be  with me  all the time  while i  down .  TQ .

able woman vs masterful mistress

yesterday  dinner  with my  friend  yet  is she is my  method as well .  Thru out  the conversation  she make  me have alot  of realization  . Realize that  i need  to lower  down my  ego ,  put  down  my  past  experience and  start  from  begging . after  having  dinner with  her ,  i more clear  with my  road , my direction  . I know where is my  destination . .Leaving is not  mean  that  i  totaly  leave  out  everything , but  just that  i went to  grow up my self and  back to  network  to boom  again . Deeply  thinking  am i  suit for being able woman   or being  a masterful mistress ??? A good  question to asking my self . Alot  people  say  that i  m  more alike a  able  woman  instead  of  masterful mistress. Yet ,  i remember  1 of my friend  said that  be a masterful mistress is  always better den be a  able  woman . Because  masterful mistress able  make their  carreer  success and have a  happiness love . I don't know  end  up i will fall into which  categories . but the main  point  is  i need  gain  back thing i been lost  for a long time  .

hold me tight

wow ..  i miss that  nitez .  the  fun   night . there was long time that i never  go  for club and  dance  like no body .It was  a  joyful night . drink and  dance with  friend . in the  late  night , when  we are almost  leaving ,  you suddenly hold my hand tight , i was  stunt . i wish too ask you . but  in  the end i don't  dare to ask you.  i know  you have litter  bit  feeling on me , and i know  you need time  to  recover  from past . any way  i will wait for u . 

誰都知雙手可緊扣　不依不捨的背後
這個信念有多溫柔　從害怕會被擁有
直到氣力不夠　十隻手指終於找得到對手

泳儿-喜欢一个人好累

昨天你送我一个笑脸
今天你经过了我身边
每天你这样一举一动
都影响我的悲伤喜悦
昨天你多看了我一眼
今天我有些心不在焉
哪天我才会有勇气勇敢面对
暗恋喜欢一个人好美
想像你轻轻搂我的肩
走在人挤人的街
抓紧你的手甜蜜无限
暗恋喜欢一个人好累
流泪在数不尽的黑夜
想念变成了习惯
想你一遍遍你却好远
如果你不当我是朋友
而是其他重要的角色
是否我就可以占有你每个笑容
喜欢一个人真的好累

complicated feeling

Well, today I damn easily emotional . especially with a person that I had no idea . I’m not sure what friend told me is true or fault. and I not even sure what is mine now, what is true answer behind . like my dad say , I m treating everyone as my friend , good with them, in the end I a person who will get hurt .i really don’t know how to describe my feeling now . I keep on thinking the past memories with you , thinking that are we two have chance become a couple or we just maintain the brother sister relationship?? Because I know that last time you really treating me very good and more than others treat me . and somehow I wish I can go back the time when we working together . I miss the joyful and sweet time with you , I can say that you really do a lot thing for me , although is just a small thing, but it mean a lot for me . Angelice told me that we two very shady , and she say that the way you treat me is very different , and bla ..bla… in that moment I was stunt and I can’t believe on it , and I told her , that he treat me well is because of I’m her sister that why like this , but angelice say that ‘s not a answer . but still I m not dare to think more and go 1 more step, I scare to get hurt , I afraid to face it .

lastly, my career , Inside my deeper heart , I want to success , I want show other who am I ? I want to prove to others that who look me down , make my parent feel proud of me . I m just want to shine at the sky !! but I know I lost myself , I like standing t-junction not dare to make a move . am I scare ? am I lose faith ? or what ? I just damn freaking scare to move , like my dad said , because I getting a lot of hurt and not even release out , that why it cause thing happen like nowadays .well .. I need to find balance , a balance of my life . so that return to chili girl and rock the word . I can do it , nick vjuick can , I must can . cause I want financial freedom , enjoy my lifestyle with my family =) . cheers I can do it .

everyone said.....

Well.. everyone say that me and him are like couple . and my lovely siss hope we can together . at fist . I was told my self , me and him just like a brother and sister . that’s all . cause I know that he had a gf . but until just now I only that he break up with his’s gf. And also just know that he was like me too, well… this is what my friend said . I m not sure this is true or not , because I all the time treat him like brother . but everyone sad that , he treat me more den a sister . to be honest, I had no idea , I duno what is my feeling now ? just know that is complicated . I keep on flash back previous time and think on it . yes, I admit I miss the fun time with him . I admit that , that is no one , treat me so well like him . all the guy treat meWell.. everyone say that me and him are like couple . and my lovely siss hope we can together . at fist . I was told my self , me and him just like a brother and sister . that’s all . cause I know that he had a gf . but until just now I only that he break up with his’s gf. And also just know that he was like me too, well… this is what my friend said . I m not sure this is true or not , because I all the time treat him like brother . but everyone sad that , he treat me more den a sister . to be honest, I had no idea , I duno what is my feeling now ? just know that is complicated . I keep on flash back previous time and think on it . yes, I admit I miss the fun time with him . I admit that , that is no one , treat me so well like him . all the guy treat me like a brother. Only him is different from others. But this , can prove anything ?? I had no idea. Well.. just let it be , as l know , I need to focus my career – Qnet . cause I need finiacial freedom . I want my family have a better life and I need to prove to people that who look me down . like a brother. Only him is different from others. But this , can prove anything ?? I had no idea. Well.. just let it be , as l know , I need to focus my career – Qnet . cause I need finiacial freedom . I want my family have a better life and I need to prove to people that who look me down .