5.10.2011

is all about me

when i on the way fly form sarawak. i was keep thinking what was huey ling told me before i fly to kuching . and i was keep thinking and brain storming my brain . all the journey till home . and in the end i get the answer , which is about me . there is alot thing where by no one can help on it . and there is only me my self can handle it . simple , why people very success, and why i still haven reach that level that i want it so badly . everything is about me . i need to know where i from and what i need in life , no matter in life or networking , i need a clear goal that guild me to the end . and there is me , and brand me new of me =) keep moving , i will success . cause success will belong to me . i know that my journey is different from others , and i need to give alot effort the only can get what i want . but nevertheless, i will never give up . know that i hard for a 3 /5 years and get enjoy 30. do what ever i want when i 30 years old.

5.08.2011

Mother day

5.05.2011

2 person that i need to say thank you =)

today is was my first time writing blog and early in morning - 5am . wao.... damn fresh my mind now , feel like to have a hot coffee while i typing my blog . =)
well.. there is alot memoried flash back in mine mind . today , i need to thanks to the person who make me recall back my self . first , i need to thank huey ling . thank today u wake me up , i 'm totally lost , and is you hint me back what should i do in here and help me to get back who am i ? where is the last time eavis ? the eavis which is full passionate , will do all out no matter in all condition and all the time will present the positive of me .but now , i too much of packaging my self , what i mean is , i hiding alot of sadness my self and act like i m steady .heuy ling , thanks you always be there for me when i need a light . =) u're my great mentor .
the next person who i want to mention is ben . today i received the E.U.E from you . after i read all , there is alot picture keeping from my mind . And all this s image is about how we build a team ,from a nothing till today . i damn appreciated that what you had done for me . thank you always be there for me , and believe in me .i know that i might nasty downline or friend . but still u accept who am i and slowly change be to be a better person . and i believe we will hold hand together and shoulder on shoulder to fright and achieve financial freedom together .=) there's alot thing that i cant just use a few word to describe you guys. and you guys mean alot to me. without you two , i can be eavis right now . i cant so confident to present who i am . love you guys very much

on processing change to somebody
eavis

4.13.2011

我只知道那是爱



#你仍旧等待 并肩坐着就更精彩
把心都打开 让爱一点点走进来
哦~~ 哦~~~ 简单的意外原来
爱只需要真心爱~
我只知道那是爱 不然你不会这么快
发现我正在将爱 一点点说出来
哦哦哦哦哦~ 快乐涌上来~
哦哦哦哦哦~ 关键字是爱~ #

is a nice song , and is sing by fish leong . hahaha again i do a free advertising for her, you know my pattern and this is my career sick , hahaha. anyway it a meaningful song for me . lt make me reflect my own self , that 爱只需要真心爱, 关键字是爱. we have love people around us with heart , we cant just because sick of doing it or just because of our purpose then we love and care them . love care it not mean that way , is all about the heart . people can feel it , how u love and care a person .

4.12.2011

love you guys ..........

yoyoyoy ... i just back from pahang . at there is damn chill and relax . just beacuse there is kampung everyone moving step are slow not like at city . and make me fall to slow mode . lol . anyway i back to kl , everything is back to normal mode .
during this trip , i recall alot thing . there is alot of memories during this networking journey . there has sweet , sour , salty, spicy and etc . where this a platform for me to turn become another person who more strong useful compare to last time. in here , not only i am chagging , i saw peoples changing as well with me . there also part of my partner in life who will reach the destination together . today i m strong is because i had you guys . today i'm improve because of you guys pin point out my weakness. if today i without you guys , i cant be who i am right now . together we create and change . =)

4.08.2011

sorry that i loved you



this song is sing by Anthony , he is a Taiwanese American . Well , when i first time listen to this song , i get touch my his voice . at first i was thought this sing by a western singer , but is not . this song really impact and it alot to me , hard to describe all out my feeling toward on this song or my story . But i can say that , once you get hear this song , you'll fall in love at this song . and you will get know what i feel right now . hahaha not only the song is nice , but the singer also very handsome .... wakakaka. sound like i promoting him at here , well no choice, just because i'm networked , and i get use too =) hahaha back to the topic , there was a part of the lyric that i like it very much ,which is at the cores .
here is the cores of this song =) * ya , u can google and seach for this song . or even you tube *

For all of the time that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And I'm sorry for making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you everything that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But I'm hoping 'I'm sorry' will open your mind
To love love love, Love in your life

Sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
I'm sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I hurt you
I'm so sorry that I loved you
I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I loved you


and lastly , i just want to tell you , sorry i loved you . no matter what happen or whatsoever , we fright till the end .and i believe that thing will change , but our believe will not change and trusting each other till the end . F.F way here we go . and there will be our last stop . and form that stop we raise to another level ,another story .

3.29.2011

过渡期,就好像烧肉,中间的肥油