on call 36 hours

recently  i watched  on call 36 . for me  is a best  movie. coz is a meaning  full  drama  from tvb . and i  get inspired from this drama too . the most  impact  and most inspired me , which is  the  part where  by  ben and  Micheal conversation .  

he say that  ( Chinese ) :  咬紧牙根面对自己的失败，面对所有人的目光，重新再来然后告诉自己，你虽然犯过错，可是你仍然可以成为一位好医生，或许你的过错所以比任何让更明白如何当一位好医生。 well  this  sentences, giving me a good inspired . and  reflected  what is my  mistake and motivate me to  go on .  face it   and overcome it . yeah!! i can become more better !!

all is well

somehow i really  don't understand , what is she  thinking ? well... she just make pisses off .i really had  nothing to say  toward  her  attitude . well.. what to do ?  what  i can say is  .. just too self  fish. i can sacrifice everything  toward  everything , may be  there is ur  dream , u try to  protect  it and not  going to  pay for it . well , is ok .  i  just keep  doing it . all is  well! =)

FUCK OFF

THAT 'S ALL ,  PLS  FUCK OFF. I M  DAMN  HATE IT K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

拜金女

那些年。。。。  突然间 我有很多的回忆，很多的 往事 很想把它放映的去回味。 很多的甜酸苦辣的回忆。这一些都是让我成长的过程，也让我学习及明白很多的东西。 虽然，过程中， 我有泪有笑。 也失去了一段珍贵的友情。我到底这么了， 脑海很混乱。不管， 现在的我 ， 只要 能往上爬， 我都会不惜一切的付出。 我没有后退！ 拜金女王 说过： 宁可在audi车哭， 也不要在toyota 放空！！ 做拜金女， 没什么不好，  至少她知道，他要怎样的生活，努力的为她的人生奋斗=）

i m lost . =(

i don't  know  how to  describe  my  feeling  now , i feel  damn  lost  even thought  i  know what should   i do  for my  planning .  but  the  fact  now  is .. i cant  . what's  wrong  with me ??   fuck.. i damn  hate this kind of  feeling . what should i  do now , so that i can  be back  the chili padi girl ?  the feeling standing on the  t- junction is   suck.  God ,  pls  give  me some  hits  to   move  on .  i  tired and  , i had no idea to  continue   my path .