i m lost . =(

i don't  know  how to  describe  my  feeling  now , i feel  damn  lost  even thought  i  know what should   i do  for my  planning .  but  the  fact  now  is .. i cant  . what's  wrong  with me ??   fuck.. i damn  hate this kind of  feeling . what should i  do now , so that i can  be back  the chili padi girl ?  the feeling standing on the  t- junction is   suck.  God ,  pls  give  me some  hits  to   move  on .  i  tired and  , i had no idea to  continue   my path .