勢在必行

我以為我已經累了　無法再回頭　沒有目標的翅膀
我試著飛越那扇窗　溫度卻讓身體再次感到很沮喪
我微笑不是假裝　我追是因為渴望
我奮不顧身奔向　那一道陽光
我跌倒是種成長　我哭是一種釋放
我存在不是假象　我不管　我倔強

為愛付出瘋狂　為夢受一點傷
為保護我的信仰　變得更堅強
為執著橫衝直撞　為你說了點謊
別說我一直找不到方向
再為愛付出瘋狂　為夢受一點傷
為保護我的信仰　變得更堅強
為執著橫衝直撞　為你說了點謊
為別人看我不屑目光　昂首飛翔

out of control

i have to  keep   controlling  not  to think about  you ,  not  always come to  chat  to you . i dont want  other  peoples and  you   misunderstand  that   i  fall in love  u.   is  very  hard to   controlling , but still  have too do it. i know  that today  i  broke down  what i had promise  to myself , that no to  call you , chat to u   . just let be .  but  i found  out that  , i m fails  .T.T and i called u in the end . so  now  i  cannot repeat  it . i must keep  my promise !!!

sick 9 liao

 i m  sick !!!  i  just  look like this  girl . is  really  fuck  that  ,  being sick. i hate to  be sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well,  when  i sick   , i tot   of  u  may be will send  some  love and care to  me,  but   may be  i  expediting too much form you .  well,  i  still  i will passing  the virus around , so that  my  sick will  recover  more  faster .

in the same  time , i  had  promise  my  self   i need to  less contact to  you ,  if not   you will not  come and  talk with  me .  for a month   not  seeing  each other ,  i think , you will  4get  who  i am ? and  i can  dare it.  you will just  4get  me  just  like this . anyway  just let  it be ^^

chili padi girl

who am i ?!!  i  m  chili  padi !!   i will show  you  , who  am i !!  i cant take it  ,anymore  that  feeling   being slow, getting  nothing ,  i hate  the  result now ,  cause   i know that  i not  doing   much !! but   from  now , i will chase  it  back!!!  chase  back thing  that  belong to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i  belief  , 1  day    i will achieved  it ,  and  i show you my real power !  the  real   of me!!

chili  padi  girl  will  rock the world!!!!!!!!!!

YOU 'RE SO SWEET TO ME !!! BROTHER

OMG !!! ,  YOU   'RE SO  SWEET TO  ME !!!  BROTHER,  I APPRECIATE WHAT YOU  HAD DONE  FOR ME ^^  EVEN   IS A SMALL THING  , SMALL  REQUEST  YOU  JUST MAKE ME FEEL  SO SWEET AND  FEEL  GLAD  TO BE YOUR SISTER .LOL

 LONG TIME  NEVER HAD THIS  KIND  OF  FEELING THAT  BEEN  TREATED  LIKE A SISTER ,BRO  I GONNA  MISS YOU  SOON  LE,  I NEED TO  SHIFT TO  OTHER   BRANCH OFFICE  TO WORKING FOR A MONTH ! STARTING  FORM NEXT MONDAY !! I' LL  MISS THE WAY YOU  TREAT ME  , THE WAY YOU  SAYANG , LOVE AND CARE ME . SERIOUSLY , I WILL MISS  THE  FUN WITH YOU . WILL ALWAYS  REMEMBER   HOW YOU COME AND KACAU  ME AND  SAYANG ME  . LOL,  I STARTING TO  THINKING , HOW CAN  I  GET BOOKINGS WITHOUT  YOU  BESIDE  ME .  WELL,  I STILL NEED TO  FACE THE  FACT

 LASTLY  , I HOPE YOU WILL MISS ME  WHENEVER   I NOT  AROUND YOU, LOL  .  SOMETIME  I FEEL  DAMN  HAPPINESS . I KNOW  THAT  I LOOK ALIKE  WITH YOUR  SISTER AT  YOUR HOMETOWN , AND I  JUST YOUR  PET SISTER,.BUT DOESN'T  MATTER , FOR ME   CAUSE  I KNOW,  WHAT EVER YOU  DO FOR ME  IS  FROM  YOUR  HEART  ^^ JUST  LIKE TODAY ^^

need a peace moment .

what   is  my  mind thinking now ,   alot thing is Spain at  my  mind . i wish  i can   step by  step  to   handle  it . wow.. .. is ok .i wish    everything  will be peace  for me  for a moment  .  hahah .....

 yeah ,  i can de , who  am i  ? i m chili padi  i can do it  !  blek ^^   life still need to  go  on , say cheer ^^

不哭

揮霍多少時間 折磨多少痛苦
才累積出的領悟

忍住不哭 我要忍住不哭
望向天空不讓眼淚流出
抬頭看進雲深處 等待那日出
把故事結束 把從前一筆 消除
忍住不哭 我要忍住不哭
不能認輸因為 我相信 彩虹總跟著薄霧
會帶來幸福 在下一個叉路
陪我跳全新的舞


eavis +u ^^