i just miss you , lol............... >.< blek

well,  i dont  know  why  , i wish that   this moment  i can   beside  you   . just  look at you  and  give you  some  motivation   kind of  feeling .  lol  . so how  i think i always  think too much . but  i hope  that  will be real in  one day . my  mind   just   is  all about  you ,  i just  want to  be your side ,  silently  . that  's  enough .

i just miss you  ,  lol............... >.< blek

complicated feeling

i  hate  the complicated feeling,. i   duno why   and since when i  have this kind of feeling !!!!  i hate  this   very  much !! i wish i could  deleted it  now. and i  sorry  , i m sorry  that i  hurt  you.  i hope  you  just  4get what i  had  make you angry . sis  i m sorry .

really  dont know,  in side my deep heart  i had  a  lot thing which  stuck  in side , and i wish  i can  deleted  and trash out !!!  keep inside my heart  is damn  freaking  pain .  OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  i just   need a shoulder and a  pair  of  ear  for  this moment .   the usual  ear that  always lend to me , is  gone , i need  replacement  for it .

Sis , i' m  so sorry . T.T   pls  4give me . i  love you .

dik just want to say tq

well, is  glad that to  meet you . what  should  say is , this  call  "yuan  fen"  .  but  is nice to be  friend with  you and  be your  dik ^^ i admit that  , i had  have this kind treat  from a  brother . is really so sweet and i appreciated it  alot  , even thought  is not  a big  stuff , but somehow  small thing i also  appropriated . well,  i  really  dont  know  , how you  treat  others , may be   i  just  look alike  with your  sister at   hometown. that why  i  have special  treat . lol.  but who care ,  i just  enjoy  and like the way  you  sayang . blek  some how  i  just  feel that  i  m the person who  have  this  specially  .

brother , i miss you

well,  after this few day  i had  confirm that , we two  just are  bro  and sis  relationship .  well,   u're   a person who  love and care to  person around you .  some how i  just feel that  i  glad that  being  your sister. ^^ somehow  i   wish you  share all my  story  to you , and i think that  you  will be another   second person who i really trust and share problem  with . bro  , don't  dump  me away , cause  i already  get  use  with the way  you treat me , cause  currently   no 1 can  give me this kind of  treat  like you  giving to me. i wish  i can   everyday  get sayang  from you .i just miss the way  you  touch my head , the way  you  kacau me . well,  i wish the  following  month  is  reaching  soon so that i can  enjoy  back the memory  like  last time .

just because of you

i dont know  why , today   when i  hear that   have a chance to fright back to  HQ to working,  i was  damn happy .  i really dont know why ?  may be  is because  of you , i think so ,  wish that  i back to  HQ  working , cause  i miss the  the  working  life  with you . in the same time , i need to   apply this back to  my network  . the  passionate   and the  goal , clear with  what  i want  and  just  fright for it .  i wish  i can  back to   HQ  next month ,  yet  at here  i also  learn  alot  thing form   team  manager over .  well,  i 'll appreciated all  . cause  they  make me  who  i am  today ^^ . remember  all the feeling ,  i will  keep this   inside  my  heart  and  keep on moving  .

勢在必行

我以為我已經累了　無法再回頭　沒有目標的翅膀
我試著飛越那扇窗　溫度卻讓身體再次感到很沮喪
我微笑不是假裝　我追是因為渴望
我奮不顧身奔向　那一道陽光
我跌倒是種成長　我哭是一種釋放
我存在不是假象　我不管　我倔強

為愛付出瘋狂　為夢受一點傷
為保護我的信仰　變得更堅強
為執著橫衝直撞　為你說了點謊
別說我一直找不到方向
再為愛付出瘋狂　為夢受一點傷
為保護我的信仰　變得更堅強
為執著橫衝直撞　為你說了點謊
為別人看我不屑目光　昂首飛翔

out of control

i have to  keep   controlling  not  to think about  you ,  not  always come to  chat  to you . i dont want  other  peoples and  you   misunderstand  that   i  fall in love  u.   is  very  hard to   controlling , but still  have too do it. i know  that today  i  broke down  what i had promise  to myself , that no to  call you , chat to u   . just let be .  but  i found  out that  , i m fails  .T.T and i called u in the end . so  now  i  cannot repeat  it . i must keep  my promise !!!

sick 9 liao

 i m  sick !!!  i  just  look like this  girl . is  really  fuck  that  ,  being sick. i hate to  be sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well,  when  i sick   , i tot   of  u  may be will send  some  love and care to  me,  but   may be  i  expediting too much form you .  well,  i  still  i will passing  the virus around , so that  my  sick will  recover  more  faster .

in the same  time , i  had  promise  my  self   i need to  less contact to  you ,  if not   you will not  come and  talk with  me .  for a month   not  seeing  each other ,  i think , you will  4get  who  i am ? and  i can  dare it.  you will just  4get  me  just  like this . anyway  just let  it be ^^

chili padi girl

who am i ?!!  i  m  chili  padi !!   i will show  you  , who  am i !!  i cant take it  ,anymore  that  feeling   being slow, getting  nothing ,  i hate  the  result now ,  cause   i know that  i not  doing   much !! but   from  now , i will chase  it  back!!!  chase  back thing  that  belong to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i  belief  , 1  day    i will achieved  it ,  and  i show you my real power !  the  real   of me!!

chili  padi  girl  will  rock the world!!!!!!!!!!

YOU 'RE SO SWEET TO ME !!! BROTHER

OMG !!! ,  YOU   'RE SO  SWEET TO  ME !!!  BROTHER,  I APPRECIATE WHAT YOU  HAD DONE  FOR ME ^^  EVEN   IS A SMALL THING  , SMALL  REQUEST  YOU  JUST MAKE ME FEEL  SO SWEET AND  FEEL  GLAD  TO BE YOUR SISTER .LOL

 LONG TIME  NEVER HAD THIS  KIND  OF  FEELING THAT  BEEN  TREATED  LIKE A SISTER ,BRO  I GONNA  MISS YOU  SOON  LE,  I NEED TO  SHIFT TO  OTHER   BRANCH OFFICE  TO WORKING FOR A MONTH ! STARTING  FORM NEXT MONDAY !! I' LL  MISS THE WAY YOU  TREAT ME  , THE WAY YOU  SAYANG , LOVE AND CARE ME . SERIOUSLY , I WILL MISS  THE  FUN WITH YOU . WILL ALWAYS  REMEMBER   HOW YOU COME AND KACAU  ME AND  SAYANG ME  . LOL,  I STARTING TO  THINKING , HOW CAN  I  GET BOOKINGS WITHOUT  YOU  BESIDE  ME .  WELL,  I STILL NEED TO  FACE THE  FACT

 LASTLY  , I HOPE YOU WILL MISS ME  WHENEVER   I NOT  AROUND YOU, LOL  .  SOMETIME  I FEEL  DAMN  HAPPINESS . I KNOW  THAT  I LOOK ALIKE  WITH YOUR  SISTER AT  YOUR HOMETOWN , AND I  JUST YOUR  PET SISTER,.BUT DOESN'T  MATTER , FOR ME   CAUSE  I KNOW,  WHAT EVER YOU  DO FOR ME  IS  FROM  YOUR  HEART  ^^ JUST  LIKE TODAY ^^