complicated feeling

i  hate  the complicated feeling,. i   duno why   and since when i  have this kind of feeling !!!!  i hate  this   very  much !! i wish i could  deleted it  now. and i  sorry  , i m sorry  that i  hurt  you.  i hope  you  just  4get what i  had  make you angry . sis  i m sorry .

really  dont know,  in side my deep heart  i had  a  lot thing which  stuck  in side , and i wish  i can  deleted  and trash out !!!  keep inside my heart  is damn  freaking  pain .  OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  i just   need a shoulder and a  pair  of  ear  for  this moment .   the usual  ear that  always lend to me , is  gone , i need  replacement  for it .

Sis , i' m  so sorry . T.T   pls  4give me . i  love you .